Thursday, June 3, 2010

My dream may become reality: an IM that gives me hope

I had a great intriguing IM with a friend on May 21, 2010 that I'd like to share.  I am going to clean up the spelling somewhat but that's about all the changes I'm going to make.

Ox:  Hi, dude.
T2:   Hey dude
Ox:  What's new?
T2:   Oh, I actually met somebody who was helped to become stupid and muscular. 
Ox:  Really?  Who and how?
T2:  By conditioning and hypnosis.
T2:  and I think they desired it.
Ox:  What was his name?
T2.  His name is Jason.  He is conditioned so well he acts dumb.
Ox:  Wow! There's hope for me yet!
T2:  Jason is so bad that he can't even deal with IM or cell phones.  What happened to him is hot.
Ox:  Who helped him?  What programs did he use?  Where can I get them?
T2:  He thinks he is a 17 year old skateboarder.
Ox:  Neat ... *envy*
T2:  He has no idea what happened and can't explain ...
T2:  ... but he is going to try to ask the guy who did it to get hold of me ... if he remembers.
Ox:  Wonderful .. and if/when he contacts you ask him to contact me as well.
T2:  I will. 
T2:  The problem is that Jason is so unfocused that I have to keep trying to remind him.
Ox:  Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Ox:  Oh, how old is Jason?  You said he thinks he's 17.
T2:  Jason is in his 30s.
Ox:  Wonderful.
T2:  I knew the guy years ago.  It is quite a change.
Ox:  What kind of dude was he?  Smart, focused, intellectual, what?
T2:  He no longer cares about anything except his thing.
T2:  He was smart and focused and driven.
T2:  Now he is unfocused and sorta slow.
T2:  All he wants to do is eat party work out.
Ox:  Oh, wow ... *envy*
Ox:  I am getting so fucking turned on right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T2:  So yeah, I think it may be possible after all.
Ox:  Yeah ... fuck yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T2:  I am not sure he is really stupid.
Ox:  Gods, I so want it to happen to me.
T2:  He is just so unfocused and laid back that thinking is too much work.
Ox:  Please, gods, let it happen to me!
T2:  If I find out what was done to him, I will tell you.
Ox:  Thank you.
T2:  Besides, considering how driven he was it might be nice to be nothing.
Ox:  I just want enough brain power to be able to pay bills and write checks each month ...
Ox ... and maybe balance the checkbook.
T2:  Dude, that's smarter than Jason is at this point.
T2:  He can't count too big and forget about being able to write.
Ox:  Well, I can hopefully set it up to have all the bills paid automatically.
T2:  And I saw enough to come to the conclusion that he is not fooling.
Ox:  But since I'm alone I really got to have enough smarts to pay my bills ...
Ox:  ... or arrange for someone to do it for me.
T2:  Do you really want to be that dumb?
Ox:  Actually ... FUCK, YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T2:  Who would I chat with?
Ox:  I dunno ... I don't care.
T2:  That's him.
Ox:  If I'm that dumb, I won't care.
Ox:  Can he spell?
T2:  Somehow it is just too much effort to be smart.
Ox:  Or read?
Ox:  Or does he even give a shit?
T2:  Well he can't spell and [as for being able to] read ... not too well; he can't figure out road signs.
T2:  We got lost with him driving.
Ox:  Oh, fuck, I am so fucking envious and jealous that I'm hard as a rock.
Ox:  Does he know right from left?  Or care?
T2:  Don't start since I don't.
Ox:  I am so envious it is not funny ... but I am also as hard as a rock and it's not going down soon.
T2:  I am totally unsure how it was done.
Ox:  I want it done to me .... please gods ...let it happen to me.
Ox:  Does he care if he was smarter once? Is he happy now?
T2:  And he has no idea.  He does remember being smarter ...
T2:  ... but can't remember why he wanted to be.
T2:  Look, he is an eight year old in a adult body.
T2:  Life is just one big party.
T2:  And he compulsively bodybuilds.
Ox:  If I even touch myself I'm gonna shoot.
T2:  Geesh dude.
T2:  I would hate to think what would happen if you met him.
Ox:  Probably worship him and beg him to get the dude to help me.
T2:  I am sure that he is as smart as he always was, just he is totally unfocused.
Ox:  Life is a big fucking party all the time ... what's not to want?
T2:  Ah, well, dude, it gets hard when you run out of money and starve.
Ox:  Is he running out of money or starving?
T2:  Well, he is a mooch at the end of his paycheck.
T2:  And he does work ... moving boxes in a warehouse.

[other stuff]

Ox:  Gods, I can't stop thinking about Jason.
Ox:  And my hard on will not go away.
Ox:  Can you get a pic of him for me?
T2:  Ah, well, if I get to his home town and figure out where he is.
Ox:  Works for me.
Ox:  Give me a description to tide me over?
Ox:  Hair, eyes, body type, etc.?
T2a:  I guess it took a couple of years.
T2:  Geesh, dude, are you kidding?
Ox:  Fuck, no, I'm a fucking horny dude and this is not going away any time soon.
Ox:  And just thinking about him is not helping ...
Ox:  ... or rather it is helping ... a lot!
T2:  Muscled, tanned, medium body type, shaved head, hair in his chin, dyed blond ...
Ox:  As I may have mentioned, this is a fucking dream of mine ... and he made it come true.
T2:  Muscle boi surfer type.
Ox:  Oh fucking YUM!  I am fucking salivating now.
T2:  Got the beach talk down so well you cannot understand him. 
T2:  The surfer/snowboarder slang.  I guess he snowboards.

[other stuff]

Ox:  Tell me more about Jason.
T2:  I have no idea what you want to hear.
Ox:  Everything  ... before, during, after ... is he happy?  Content?
T2:  I don't think he worries about that sort of thing.  I think he just is.
Ox:  Oh, be still my beating heart!
Ox:  *lust*
Ox:  *envy*
T2:  *mental lust*
Ox:  Lust for what he is and how he became that way.
T2:  Yep.
Ox:  Doesn't worry, content, hot, and muscled ... paradise.
T2:  Well, that is not something that is a survival skill.
Ox:  Why is "muscled, hot, and sexy" not a survival skill?
T2:  Not worrying about the future.
Ox:  Living in the now is a good thing ... most things that are worried about don't come to pass.
T2:  And being gay is not something that gets passed on genetically.
Ox:  Being gay is a genetic trait -- recessive, but genetic.
T2:  Must be a very recessive trait.
T2:  Then what about being bi?
Ox:  According to Woody Allen, it doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night.
T2:  Hum ... I will tell you what I find out.
Ox:  I bet Jason is rarely alone on Saturday night or whenever he wants to have sex.
T2:  No, I don't think he is ever alone.
Ox:  That's what I want ... works for me.
T2:  He is a painfully dense muscleboi and everyone seems to love him.
Ox What's not to love?
Ox:  I take it he doesn't dress up much and it's mostly tight clothes to show off the muscle.
T2:  Well, he gets lost driving....
Ox:  duh ....
T2:  Geesh .. no worries.  I am jealous.
Ox:  Like I said -- I'm in *lust*

[other stuff]

Ox:  Thinking about Jason and that it is possible for me to become a dumb muscle boi ...
Ox:  ... and I am so fucking turned on by the idea
Ox:  and Jason's example proves it's possible!  Oh, fuck, yeah!
Ox:  it's called an obsession.
T2:  Hm, you have an obsession?
Ox:  Yeah, to be turned into a a dumb sexy muscle boi like you described Jason as.
T2:  Ah, you will probably not be able to read or write.
Ox:  Who gives a shit?
Ox:  I ... Don't ... Care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ox:  Literally.
Ox:  I.
Ox:  Don't
Ox:  Care!!!!!!!!!!
Ox:  I just want it to happen ... no reading, now writing, no numbers, no cares, no worries....
Ox:  ... just working out, smoking, sex, and partying
Ox:  Just as you described Jason as being .. and that's all I want my life to be:  to stupid to be unhappy.
T2:  I wish someone had done this to me at 16.
Ox:  So do I.
Ox:  Hell, it's never too late!
Ox:  That's why I'm so fucking interested in how Jason had it done and if the dude would do it to me.
Ox:  I fucking want that life!
Ox:  And I am so fucking envious that Jason did it / found someone to do it to him.
T2:  I have no idea what was done .. but I do remember that you have to start with the desire.
Ox:  I'm obsessed with this being done to me!!!!
T2:  Never.
Ox:  If it's not for you, that's okay with me.  I want it so bad I can taste it.
T2:   It would be nice....

[other stuff]

Ox:  Tell me more about Jason.
T2:  d000d gag me with a spoon.
Ox:  Rather have Jason gag me with his cock.
T2:  Ah, right, and how could I get him interested in going to your home town?
Ox:  maybe I could absorb some of what was done to him with his sperm.
T2:  He would probably get lost anyway.
Ox:  Damn, dude, I'll come to him if it would help.
T2:  No idea if he even remembers my questions.
T2:  I mean, how do you get answers out of a side of beef?
Ox:  Dude, beef is for eating.
Ox:  Dude, you could probably get an intelligent answer out of him if you asked about training.
T2:  Dude, he could not explain how to get hold of that guy that trained him.
T2:  He was all confused.
Ox:  Ask anyway.
Ox:  Please?  I beg you!
T2:  I will.
T2:  I am not exactly local; he lives fifty miles from here and has no phone.
Ox:  Dammit, I really want an answer to who helped him ...
Ox: ... and if he would help me the same way.
T2:  I am interested too, dude.
T2:  Geesh, the problem with laid back people is that that are so laid back.
Ox:  I love laid back dudes, dude

[end of transcript]

If anybody has any idea how this was accomplished please contact me.  Thank you.

2 comments:

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